Noah has probably crossed the Rainbow Bridge by now. So sorry but you have given Noah such a great and happy 18 years. He is very lucky to have you as his Mommy. This is so hard as you are loosing a member of your family. These babies are just so precious. You will see him again be sure of that
Hang in there Mommy, as God says "This to shall pass", then we have all the memories. My prayers and hugs to both of you.