This is the reason i'm not around anymore....my beautiful little girl had to be put to sleep october 18th last year...completely devastated my husband and I as we both adored her.
She had on/off health issues the last 12 months of her life, back and forth to vets and an eye specialist. She deteriorated fast in the last few days...seems it was a brain tumour...all seems to make sense now...so unfair in one so young, just 3 years old.
The first few days was hell, had to take time off work and I was very depressed for months afterwards.
don't think i'll ever get over it...I was so angry for a long time...mainly with the vets for not spotting the signs sooner...suppose it all seems so obvious now though..
On a happier note....in January we got a little long coat chihuahua called Lola....never had a Chi before...certainly an experience!
she's lovely and made me so happy.
I'll never forget my special little girl Pixie...she certainly was one in a million and will always have a very special place in my heart.