Sue,
I am so very sorry for your heartbreaking loss of Spike. I empathize with you. I lost my darling Sydney, 14 weeks ago tomorrow.
It takes time. Allow yourself to grieve.
I still find myself in tears, some days, remembering how Sydney comforted me, when I was in pain.
In time, I hope your tears of sadness, will turn to tears of joy, for all of the wonderful memories Spike left you.
(((HUGS)))
Sheila |