Thanks Patti! I feel like just crying today!
This is just a huge blow to me. I guess that is what happens when you get your hopes up. I shouldn't have gotten my hopes up so much. I'm so disappointed. I hate to be such a downer, but seriously nothing EVER seems to be 'easy' for me. Everything in my life is such a struggle, fight and claw my way through each battle, I usually come out ahead but I'm more and more beat down and scarred up after each success. I just wonder if I'll EVER get a break somehow.