I very much understand what you're saying. I know that it's tough to make this decision and I'm somewhat relieved that I know what to do. I didn't want to make my husband look like he just didn't want to keep a puppy because it was a puppy... So I'm sorry if I came across that way. I think he is just trying to cope with what is going on and trying to look out for us all for the future.
As much as I hated that he gave me the decision on whether or not we are going to keep the little girl, but I am glad he did. It made me figure out what I need/want in my life. I think my heart is still hurting, I miss my Georgia, and right now, Chewy is enough for me. I was willing to go through with the puppy, the shots, taking care of her. I love any and all pets that come into this home. I'd rather I make someone else happy with her, who is mentally ready for another dog. I think posting on this and talking with other people helped me realize it. I was ignoring that Georgia was gone and that wasn't healthy, and I thought I was ready for the little girl, when I wasn't. I want to give her to a home that can truly love her just as much as I could.
Thanks for your touching story and the advice, because I struggled with that for the last month since my baby girl passed away. I know I am sad now, but I'm also happy because I'm starting to heal, and I think I'm finally coming to terms that this is the right decision..
