we talked again last night. it started off good but then I got frustrated and started crying. my husband said that I need to decide to keep her or not bit that I have to deal with the consequences. I then couldn't decide what to do. I spent the rest of the night thinning and my husband then said that he just isn't feeling ready for another dog. he feels overwhelmed by this whole year with his grandma passing away, then our neighbor a month later, and then his dad getting mouth cancer ( they got it all out, no chemotherapy needed yay). So when Georgia passed he just doesn't want one. I know this yorkie is perfect but my husband's feelings matter too. he also said this was a chance for both of us to grow and I agree. plus when/if we get a bigger place (currently in a trailer) we can get another dog. he has grown up with yorkies all of his life and he'd like to try another breed someday, and so do I.
I think I am going to give my favorite little girl to good friend of ours. not only does she have a yorkie ( had 2 but one passed in Jan.) But I can see her on the occasion and I know she would be in the best hands I can put her in... I will miss her and hurt and work on dealing with my sweet Georgia's passing more and give Chewy and fred just a ton of love... I think I can move past this and it will be for the best.
I hope you all don't think bad of me to let her go
I think after really thinking with my heart and by doing some soul searching this is the best for everyone. she will always be my little munchkin.