 I think there's something wrong with me
LOL! I'm an older girl, but I still can't talk to guys. I've always been extremely shy, it used to be really bad. Not so much anymore. I'm fine around guys I'm not attracted to, but as soon as I'm attracted to someone I turn into a blubbering fool. There's this new EMT in town, who makes my heart pound and knees weak. He's come into where I work a couple times now and each time I'm a mess. I forget to breathe and I make mistakes on the till. He's just a guy I know, but I'm wondering how the heck I'm going to get over this so I can actually try talking to him without mumbling and jumbling my words. Usually I'm like eh, he's cute and nice and all and don't really bother and I admire from afar. But for once I'd like to try. Any suggestions about how to get over my nerves? I could have talked to my friends about this, but I don't want them laughing at me. They think I'm silly. lol. |