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Originally Posted by lisaly  I know this day is so difficult for you without your little angel, but it also a cause for celebration because she came into your life this very day seven years ago. Nika knew from the first day of her life that she had a mom that was so devoted and loving toward her. You continually find ways to keep Nika's memory alive, and your expressions of love are very beautiful. The pain might fade in time, but the memories and love will always remain deep in your heart and mind. Isn't it wonderful how lasting an impact our babies have on our lives, and that even with the passage of time, the love remains so powerful? I hope you feel Nika's love and protection on this special day and always. I also hope these memories bring a smile to your face and an extra-special loving feeling in your heart. You and all of your little ones are in my thoughts and heart.
Happy Birthday, sweet angel Nika.     Your mom feels your love all around her, and she will always remember how happy you always made her. You are simply unforgettable and irreplaceable. I know you are relieved that your mom has your sister and mom to help her with losing you. You will always occupy a huge corner of her heart, and she will love you forever. |
thank you so much lisa! you're absolutely right, it was a bittersweet day. remembering how happy i was to be a new momma of a tiny 5.8 ounce little yorkie baby bundle of love. seeing her for the 1st time after our beloved dogtor delivered her c-section and came out saying "it's a girl!" the relief i felt knowing zowi had come through with no problems. (we had zowi spayed during c-section knowing we never wanted her to go through that again, and decided we would never breed again. we took zowi 6 hours away twice to have her bred with a very special little yorkie man named regis.) one look at the new little baby and we knew she was so special and was to be our little nika. it was a very long day worrying about my precious zowi and the little one (singleton puppy) and i didn't sleep for weeks after she was born, i was up checking on my girls all night! through the years, zowi and nika became more special to us every day, and they were completely inseperable! there are so many happy memories to look back on. yes, from that 1st day i devoted so much love to her, and she gave it all right back. nika was just like zowi, she was so attached to me, followed me everywhere, slept with me every night, got so excited to see me when i came home, every time she looked at me my heart melted knowing how much love she had for me, and the love between us was so strong that it always will be there. we developed our routine together and it has been so hard without her. i still wish when i get home she would be waiting on the arm of the couch doing her happy dance and making her cute little noises so excited and i could pick her up and let her know how happy i was to see her too. like you said, i do keep her memory alive as much as possible and i always will. the way she touched my life and heart will always be there forever in my mind and heart. she brought so much happiness and love. i know she is smiling down and watching over me constantly. i feel her love around me all the time, she is my little angel above. i know you feel the same way about your angels and my heart really goes out to you in your losses as well. you are in my thoughts and heart as well. i see nika's beautiful brown eyes in zowi's eyes every time i look at her. i thank zowi for giving me nika all the time. so many happy memories and the funny things she did do make me smile a lot. even through the pain of losing her i feel so fortunate that i had that special little baby in my life. forever would not have been long enough to have her. i don't know what i would do without people like you on this site that understand and listen. so i thank you straight from my heart! thank you for keeping us in your thoughts and thank you for your sympathies. it means the world! i am also so lucky that my zowi and pixie are wonderful little comforters and do help me so much! i know our angels above must be keeping each other company as they smile down on us! thank you again so much!