Thank you all for the words of encouragement. Times are tough everywhere and I just had a moment of UGHS that I just had to let out. I try to keep up a good front at home as to not upset anyone especially my DH because he feels bad that things are so tough. He really does not want me to have to work so it is hard on him. I just keep praying that God has a plan for me and I do believe that things work the way they do for a reason.
THANKS!!!