Because it has not been very long sense I had to make that decision for Bunkey I so feel you heart. You will know when the time comes,you will make the right decision. For me there was no way that I could leave Bunkey in the room in someone elses care not even my husband. But I understand that,that decision is not for everyone. Death no matter how it happens is such a painful thing,and no matter what you do you feel in that moment that you just will not survive the pain,you will. For some of us it takes longer than others. Healing happens in different ways for different people. Allow yourself to grieve now and later,it is ok. Noone expects you to be the strong person here. Remember to find the people that love you and tell them that you need to be held,it really does help. |