[Lil Sis]

I lost a puppy.. about three years past.. I brought her home from the vets knowing she have hardly any chance of getting better. I talked to the vet and I knew I had to make the decision to pts but Oh I did not want to.

The night before I was going to take her in (I knew it was the right thing) she died in my arms. I wrapped her in her blanket and left her in her bed.
I took her into the vet ... bed and all.. the next morning. She gave me the best gift of all.. to die peacefully in my arms.

What I say to you, do what you have to for your own inter peace. Do what you have to so you can look yourself in the eye (mirror) and know you did what you had to do.

I will say, there is peace in just holding the pup you love so much in the moment. You are giving the pup peace and love, and think of it as not death but a passage to another stage -- rainbow bridge

I send prayers and wishes that you will be ok. I got a new pup about 2 years latter (I have three all together) and I remember my zhoie with peace.