I am so sorry to hear of Rufus. I lost my beloved Keally Jan. 26,10 and it was devastating for me. She had a brain tumor on the end but I felt she was with me during my times when I was sick. I did not want to see her pass but in her eyes she was telling me momma I can't go on. I was with her and my vet was so wonderful. She passed peacefully just went to sleep. I stayed with her for awhile and it was hard because that is all I could see was her passing on. I joined this site and all the members helped me through and I am glad I was with Keally. It is what she would of wanted was her momma and daddy petting her. Everyone has their own feelings about death and you will have to think of what you want to do. It is not easy but I do not feel guilty and I was with my friend all the way. I feel for you and I pray everything turns out ok with your decision. Remember everybody on this site is here to help one another. Take care of. |