I know from our conversations how important Kiah was to you, and I think you will find some comfort in bringing her home and having her near. I think an urn or memory box with the ashes, and any other special things you want (like photos, her collar, toy, etc. will help you feel her presence in your home now.
I knew when my Sachi died that I didn't want to bury her, and I was so relieved to bring the ashes home. They are in a box that I kept on my desk at first, and it has since moved to a bookcase.
Hugs to you. I know the pain you are going thru, and hope it eases in time with only happy memories of your Kiah. |