Oh, Z-mom, there are so many of us here who have these type birthdays each year and cry and smile through the day. Words don't describe how empty and lost we can feel when we tell that baby goodnight and have to go on. I can only pray that the painful part of your life with her will begin to lessen as time goes on until mostly there are just the good memories and that warm feeling that she is still with you in your heart and mind. RIP Nika.
__________________  Jeanie and Tibbe One must do the best one can. You may get some marks for a very imperfect answer: you will certainly get none for leaving the question alone. C. S. Lewis |