I just have to know how much one person can take??  As I was sitting sobbing about Kiah, my ob/gyn called me.....I had a leep done last week along with an endometrial biopsy......and she wants to see me immediately, nurse said they had my results back.  I am assuming not good news!!  I am going to lose it, I swear!!!  My hubby is on the road, he is a pilot........my parents are snowbirds and went home last week.  I feel so utterly alone, even though I have my kids and friends......but man o man.  I need a break somewhere here.   This is just more than I can take!!!!!!  Pray for me please!!!!!!  Or I'll be sending messages from the padded room.......

  Have my appointment in one hour!!!  Think I will ask her for some valium....
