I just have to know how much one person can take?? As I was sitting sobbing about Kiah, my ob/gyn called me.....I had a leep done last week along with an endometrial biopsy......and she wants to see me immediately, nurse said they had my results back. I am assuming not good news!! I am going to lose it, I swear!!! My hubby is on the road, he is a pilot........my parents are snowbirds and went home last week. I feel so utterly alone, even though I have my kids and friends......but man o man. I need a break somewhere here. This is just more than I can take!!!!!! Pray for me please!!!!!! Or I'll be sending messages from the padded room.......

Have my appointment in one hour!!! Think I will ask her for some valium....