Thanks all for your support! I keep thinking that I have cried myself out, but then I find more tears. This is honestly the most painful thing I have ever gone through. I have lost grandparents etc. but they were in their 90's and in declining health, and was expected. This was a complete SHOCK!!!!! She was only upper middle age for her breed and was sooooooo healthy! I keep torturing myself with the 'what ifs'.
Kahn is not doing well at all either....he cried half the night (along with mommy). Kiah was his 'Mommy' (not in the literal sense) and was with him every day of his life!!! I found him asleep this morning on the sheet I wrapped Kiah in when I found her. (I had wanted the dog cremation people to take it with but they left it right where she died.)
8 years just wasn't long enough!!!!! I want my girl back!!!
