I am first reading this thread now, and I hope you are feeling better and also a little safer and more secure. I would be terrified, too, especially with Max and Cooper. I hope you can once again feel secure to let them out back when you are out there with them. I can imagine how afraid you felt while living in Florida. Although it was traumatic, seeing the person you already are, I think it probably shaped you into an even more courageous and empathetic person than you already were. I know the love you always give your boys, but please take care of yourself too and know that others care about you. |