I'm so sorry for your loss. I hope you can soon remember the good times and smile instead of crying. Right now it is going to be tough but every day will get easier. I lost my mom last year after a long illness so I know what you are feeling. It will get easier and you will find many things to do with yourself. Don't make any permanent changes just yet but do go out and enjoy your new freedom. And above all don't feel guilty for feelings of relief. The pain an suffering your mother went through is over and she is at peace. So should you be.
You will be in my thoughts and prayers.
Hugs
Lou |