I am so very sorry for your loss. It rips a huge hole in your heart that time will help heal. When you think of Molly and smile through the tears, you will know that healing has started. I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers.
We all handle death in different ways, some have a need to be there at the end and others just can't. I would suggest that you "bury" the guilt on top of Molly's grave and plant some flowers or a tree so that when you look out your window you will be reminded of the beauty that Molly brought into your life. |