 We buried my Molly today...
Well I knew this day had to come but sure wasnt ready...I was at work and my dh went to the vet to bring my baby home to her final resting spot. I can see her spot from my window which is real difficult today but I'm sure in the coming months and years , I may find comfort in that.
She gave me so much in the 11 1/2 yrs she was with me, including my life. She never left my side during my darkest hrs and often skipped a meal to stay. I remember when hubby would come to take her out for a pee, she would look up at me as if to get my o.k. to go.
I have this terrible guilt of not staying in the room with her at the end, I ran and ran till I collasped. I couldnt be there at the end, my husband stayed and held her.
Molly, mommy is sorry but I loved you so much and couldnt do it, please forgive me and I'll see you at the rainbow bridge cause thats where I want to go. Rest in peace baby girl. |