I am so sorry to hear about Polo's case
I hope he gets better and i know EXACTLY how you feel.. my baby is hospitalized with parvo at the moment.. it is extremely expensive and if it wasnt for my boyfriend and his family i think i would have lost her. i know what you mean when you say that you feel like you are in a dream and you hope each day to wake up from it.
My prayers go out to Polo so he can get better and to you so that you do not loose hope. I know these times are hard but we have to be strong for our little ones.
God Bless,
Kailee & Mommy