[enchilila]

My best friend in the entire world, my mamma, needs prayers of comfort. I know of no larger prayer chain than the kind and caring people on YT. Thank each of you in advance for your prayers.

I have posted in the past about my mother being on Hospice with the diagnosis of Vascular Dementia (Alzheimers). I knew the day would come but I'm just not prepared for it. It's not looking good for her. Her lungs are not functioning very well without oxygen. She panics. She is only drinking Glucerna and even that has slowed down. She sleeps all the time now. This is actually the first time that I have seen anything that would convince me that I am about to really lose my mother. It is now a reality. No one knows when God will call her home but I imagine it won't be long.

I didn't know that a heart could literally ache and hurt like this. I'm trying to be strong but it's hard. Whenever I have to go shopping or to the grocery store or even just drive by places we both use to go together, I get sad. I don't even have a desire to do those things anymore.

Thank everyone of you who are offering up a prayer or even sending good thoughts her way. I just want her to be comfortable and to die in peace.