I am sad to welcome you to this site under these cicumstances and know your heart is breaking over the loss of your little friend of so many years. Please know there are many of us here who know that feeling very well and understand what you are feeling and going through at this time. Poodles are so sweet and so smart. So sorry for your great loss. My prayer is you will hold your other babies and husband close and heal.
__________________  Jeanie and Tibbe One must do the best one can. You may get some marks for a very imperfect answer: you will certainly get none for leaving the question alone. C. S. Lewis |