or borrow one if anyone has one? I'd like to go back in time about a year or a few months. I was/am planning a birthday party for my birthday in Oct. The cost is climbing so I thought I'd use the money and go on a trip. I was hoping to go to NY to see American Idiot. I had my heart set on it, I wanted to see Stark Sands in AI. But he had his last show last week.
I was so sad, I cried. I set my heart on things too easily. But I guess since I can't go back in time, the party will go on. But I'm not excited about it, my heart is just not in it at all anymore.