Looks like you have a decision to make. I am guessing that she may be a challenge as she probably has some bad habits that will need some work. I think you also have doubts because of her appearance, and that is normal, don't feel bad about it. You know what you like, and that's what you should have.
Don't make a decision you may regret. If you have any doubts about wanting to take her on, offer her here on YT. You know SOMEONE would love to have her! And don't feel bad about it, either!