i've been in your shoes love. all through school people especially boys told me i was ugly and stupid and made me feel like crap....take a look at my photo albums...i'm not ugly and i never was...AND neither are you. you are absolutely beautiful and those men are crazy not to see that too. I agree with Nancy that you don't want to make your life any harder than it already is around them so even though what they are doing is WRONG they are ruthless and will only consider you a tattle tale for it. i don't think you'll work up to acceptance, but if you just laugh it off it shows character and the ability to be comfortable with who you are even when they are trying to pick at you and bring you down. i've finally learned in life to make fun of myself long before anyone else can do it to me and finally i'm well liked by people around me. i'm always happy, always laughing, and ready to tell people that i'm crazy, a mess, that i look like a duck, or other stupid and silly comments about myself so that they don't have a chance to pick at me first.
good luck and i hope it gets better. if it doesn't just know that you are BEAUTIFUL...like SMOKING HOTT beautiful and don't let the jerks bring you down. they're intimidated that you are probably smarter and better in school then them and they have nothing else to do to make themselves feel like a man or better than you. |