[Jennxling]

I literally almost lost Emma and had a heart attack...I was walking my babies and I didn't leash Emma because she's always a good walker (learned my lesson the hard way!). Instead, I leashed Carmel and Hope so Emma can just follow, which she does very well. Well, we had to cross a small busy street and I ran a little because I didn't want to hold up the traffic. When I reached the other street, I looked down and Emma was missing!! I looked back onto the street and she was right in the middle of the street in front of the "Stop" white line and a car passed by almost hitting her. Luckily, she made it over after the car left. I felt so guilty and scared. I was really traumatized and I just feel like a bad mommy. It made me really thank God for her safety and appreciate her more. I love my babies SO MUCH and can't imagine if something were to happen to them...it'd be even worst if it was my fault! I have learned my lesson and I just needed to vent. Thanks!