 So Sorry
I am so sorry for the loss of your sweet little Brooklyn. That is such a hard thing to understand. One day they are great and can go down so quickly. My baby Jazz was so tiny (3lbs) and had so many health issues throughout her life. She would be on death's door and then bounce back. Her last bout was when she developed Lupus. My vet said that he had never seen it in dogs before in his 34yrs of practice. We tried all sorts of things. She spent the last 6 months of her life in front leg cast.
I was like you and thought I could never have another fur-baby. I did not want to go throught it again. I would not go home in the afternoon because I didnt want to walk into an empty house. But let me tell you something about getting a new baby. I began by looking at puppies and just seeing how I felt when I saw one. Then I decided that I had to try again. After I got my sweet Paisley I now know that my life will hopefully never be without another baby. She has brought such joy to me. Although she will never replace her sister, she is different and has such a different personality. I feel like the "lights are back on at my house". That is the only way for me to describe it.
Give yourself some time but dont close the door to loving another baby. Your sweet Brooklyn would not want it that way. Good luck!!! I will be praying for you.....leeann |