i have OCD to where it actually controls some of my behaviors and i have compulsions. one of them is taking a really long time in the restroom. i always feel like i have to go a little more when i really don't need to. i use a lot of TP in trying to finish up and leave the stall but my mind is like chaining me there. sometimes i feel like the only one, but i'm not others have these issues too. i've worked really hard and am doing better than before, but it's still an everyday struggle and probably always will be. |