[lisaly]

Originally Posted by Wylie's Mom

Lisa, your entire post meant was so kind and thoughtful. You have such a way with words, they rather touch the soul!

When you say above "I could just stare at them forever", I feel I know what you mean. There is not a day that goes by that I don't just sit and stare at them breathing. Just breathing. And I almost explode with love! All of these babies are so precious and bring so much joy to all of us. Hugs and love to you!

Thank you once again. I was the same way staring in amazement watching them breathe, almost as if I was "kvelling.". I felt that same feeling of pride and awe with poor Ashley, but she had to cope with me pestering her all the time, checking to make sure that she was breathing. She was so good about it because she knew how much I loved her. Although extremely loving, she was also very feisty, but I adored that about her personality, too. You described it perfectly when you said "explode with love." That's exactly how I feel about my little angels. It is a love so powerful and overflowing, and there is no way to contain or really describe that wonderful feeling. I had the same feeling when they were alive. I think it's such a testament to a love so beautiful that even time and death can't ever diminish the power of this love. These babies change and add so much to our lives, and they make us into better, more loving people. Every post you write demonstrates the love and committment you have toward not only your babies, but the welfare of all little ones. Just like us, they are lucky to have you as their advocate.