[heather_lathrop]

I'm sitting here tonight reading all of the kind things that you have all written tonight.. It brings meto tears to know how any people truely care. I am so thankful to you all. It has been 24 hours since she past away. I know that she is in a good place now. But the selfish part of me wants her back here. I know I should be happy for her to be in heaven. But it's hard, and I' sure it will be hard for a long time. I can tell that gizmo is so lonely and heart broken as well. Before we laid her to rest we brought gizmo out to say goodbye to her. I wanted to give him that much. Even though some people may think thats crazy. I don't care though. I know that they loved being together. They slept together, played together.. And now he doesn't have her either. I know that I am going to have to get him another companion. But I had already planned on getting another yorkie in February anyway. So I think I will just wait until then. Because I have to save up my money anyway. (especially with three kids) I just feel so bad for him having to wait until then to get a new friend. But I know that I will never find anything in my price range during this season. So I will just do what I have to do, and keep him happy until then..