i am also grieving the loss of my baby girl nika who passed away suddenly at 6.5 years old this past august. i am so very sorry to hear of your loss. i have nika's mother, zowi still and had nika from birth also. it has been so hard on me to be without her. we shared an incredible bond and she loved me more than any other dog i've ever had. i have a memorial necklace and several other memorials of her. every morning and night and in between i look at her picture and tell her how much i love her and miss her. i know that her spirit and love is still all around me and always will be. i will always have so many happy memories with her that no one will ever be able to take away. i shared her story and a couple pet loss poems in the r.i.p. section of the forums as nika will live forever in my heart. it has been very hard dealing with the fact that she was so young, and it happened so fast, and we didn't get to see our usual beloved dogtor when she got sick makes me feel like the drs she had didn't do enough to save her. please know that there are so many wonderful people in this great community who understand your loss and the pain you're going through. your little baby will always have a special place in your heart forever. love never dies. have comfort knowing that you have touched each others lives and hearts. hug your other babies, i'm sure they miss thier friend too. zowi had a very difficult time after nika's passing. i didn't leave her alone at all for a long time. she was really heartbroken too. when i cry i know that she knows why and is crying right along with me.my heart goes out to you through this difficult time, tears are falling. i'll keep you in my thoughts and prayers and sending you a hug! |