[cajungal]

After still not hearing from this lady that we were supposed to get a puppy from, my dad decided to call again. I can't stop crying as I type this. Both yorkies had their puppies and they all died. They were too small. I am just devastated. I feel so bad for this lady to have to go through this as well. She was starting to get so attached to these puppies and she just loves them. I feel bad for the 2 mama dogs too. I am glad they did not die giving birth. We have 1 other lady we may be getting a puppy from. Her yorkie is due around New Years Eve. I am so worried that her puppies might not make it either. Her yorkie is only 3.5 pounds. That is why we never tried to breed our yorkie Lacey. (She was only 4 pounds.) I am just so sad right now. I guess it is just not meant for me to have another yorkie right now. But, it is all I think about. I had to have Lacey die and then have my possible new puppy die too. I can't take any more loss or heartbreak.