[Woodie's Dad]

I don't think Woodie has the cards stacked in his favor, as well as Carlo. Besides the splenic lymphoma, we have the hypercalcemia to deal with. Last night and most of the today, they had Woodie on oxygen too, because he was having a hard time breathing. I am going to Houston in the morning. When I'm there, and after I get to see the little guy, I'll make the decision to stop his suffering for good while I'm there, or maybe I'll bring him back home for a couple of days, until I get up the nerve to stop the suffering. I'm afraid that's going to make it even harder to do what I think is best for the little guy. My problem is also, that I'm selfish~~~I don't want to give him up, I don't want him NOT to be here with us.
His prognosis isn't good, and no matter what, I don't think I'll ever have the same little buddy I had two months ago back again. I miss him like crazy, and the tough thing is, there is not one thing anyone can do to make me feel any better,,,,just time. This really sucks!!