I am so sorry for your loss. Like everyone says, it does get alittle easier as time goes......but you never get over them. It has been 4yrs. since we lost our first schnauzer, Max. Three since we lost Mandy, also a schnauzer. It hurts even after those years. The pain, I don't think you ever forget. We now have 2 schnauzers and 2 yorkies. I dread the day we lose Tina because she is having problems and will be 14 in May. We are never ready to give them up. My heart goes out to you so much. I didn't think I would ever quite crying. Then, we have our other babies that love us and that helps so much. Just today, Kayla got up on my shoulder and she gave me yorkie kisses for no reason, just that she loves her mama. I hope in time the hurt easies for you. Try to concentrate on the good times. They are sooooo worth everything we go through for them. They give so much back. |