[April15]

My heart is breaking as my beautiful Baby girl passed away yesterday the 26th of January...she had not been very well over the past two months and gradually declined in physical well-being and fitness until this week when her quality of life was such that she had to be carried almost everywhere as she could only walk a few steps and there was nothing more the vet or medication could do for her.

My Baby who's mind was still as bright as a button and who's spirit stayed strong and loving to the very last, made it so painful for us and her to say goodbye...

She was my constant companion for almost fifteen years and a much loved member of our family.


The back of my eyes are sore from crying and the house feels strange like I am in someone else's house as normally at this time of night my Baby would be in demanding it was time for bed and that she wanted out for a pee and a sniff around her territory to see who was the latest caller to leave a message...but tonight the house is eerily quiet and I can only hear the hum of the computer and beyond cold silence.

I find it difficult to imagine how life is going to be without my beloved Baby.

Thank you Baby for loving us unconditionally.