Awww, I remember when my cat went to get spayed when she was a kitten. I was a nervous wreck! When she finally came home the first place she ran was under the bed & she wouldn't come out for days, we had to put her food & water under there too....& she held a grudge against me & my mom for WEEKS! I felt so bad, but I knew it was for the best. She used to love belly rubs too...but ever since then she won't let anything come near her belly. I think she's still mad at us to this day