I am so sorry for the loss of your little girl....I lost Cabella in Oct 2010 (hers was sudden also but not from an illness) and remember thinking how long am I going to fall apart from the memory...I now can remember the good times with her, unless I read a post like this, then the tears start again...I guess we will always love and long for them but yes, with time it does get easier to focus on better times....will keep you and your family in our prayers...There is also a very good post on here on how to deal with the grief...It allowed the tears to flow and that helped also...Good luck |