I am so sorry for your loss.
I went through this 4 years ago not cancer but a heart attack at the age of 40 and it was the worst thing I have ever gone through. Just remember when you are asked "How are you doing" for the millionth time and you want to scream How the hell do you think I am doing I lost my best friend and lover, just look at them and smile and reply I am doing. This helped me get through a lot of those questions.
Also don't let anyone tell you you will get over it, you wont ever really get over it but you will learn to readjust your life and adjust to life without him. |