Hey everyone,
I really need some advice/perspective/help/something.
I am not sure if I am having a bad night emotionally or if I am just tired or what is wrong. But tonight after dinner, I got Jackson and went to another another room to work on sit and come commands. Sit was not bad but come was horrible. He acted like it was horrible to come to me.

Later I tried to love on him and he went the other way. I took them all out in the yard and he came over. I picked him up and he let me love on him. He even laid his head over on my shoulder.
We came back in the house and he went and sat with my DH. Now he is sitting by me. He even nudged my hand to pet him a couple of times.
I had a rough night with my skin kids and then this.
I started feeling like I was the worse mom ever to both.
Most of the time now Jackson greets me in the morning and wants me to pick him up. He also will come and lay beside me sometimes even push up against me. Tonight was just so opposite it hurt. He has always been my timid boy but over the past 3 weeks he has really come out of his shell with me.
If anyone has any thoughts, suggestions please speak up. I was almost in tears tonight because I could not figure out what I had done wrong to push him away.
Sorry this is so wordy. Thank you for reading it all and trying to help.