Robbie,
I also did the same thing last year when I lost my Raisin, for some of the same reasons as you. I immediately apologized but felt bad just the same. I could not save my little girl either and no one could have taken better care or been more cautious.
It is hard some times to hold it all together and I’m sure no one here thinks any less of you, though probably much more knowing all you have been through.
Sue |