It is so hard not to beat myself up over it. We are, afterall, the ones that are here to love and protect our little ones. I never had a little girl before, so i didnt have anything to compare to. I am only thankful that she was not running a fever, so hopefully that means no horrible infection. I have my fingers crossed that they can operate on her in the morning. It's her first christmas with us and it would be so sad to not have her here with us. |