[Bitsy]

I am doing a little better. I have some peace knowing we did all that could be done for our little boy.

I have three kids I have to be strong for. It's funny how I'll say things to my kids and realize that I need to hear and accept it too. He is at peace now, we loved him all we could for his short little life. He loved us too. I have to rejoice in the joy that we had with him even though it was such a short time.

God is so good. I really feel His comfort. Thank you so much for all the prayers. They really do help.

We are going to get another puppy. We may wait until after Christmas as we have to be gone during New Years.

I might even name the new one Peyton. I hope that doesn't seem bad to anyone. Nothing can replace what he was to me. Nothing. He will always have a very special place in my heart just for him. I feel like naming the new one Peyton might be a tribute to the first Peyton. I don't know yet...just rambling.

Thank you so much for everything. This would have been so much more devastating if I didn't have all of you tp help me through it.

God bless you and yours.