[Sweet Apple]

Originally Posted by Mom of 3

I am here. I didn't mean to push everyone away. My heart is just broken, and I can't stand it. I don't know what to do. The love I have for her is so great. I have never loved that much. When I first got her, she was so little, that I slept with her on my chest. I could feel her heart beat, and she could feel mine. It was like we became one. As she got older, she slept beside me. I had her in my arms every night. I know in time, I will learn to accept it, and life will go on. I will never forget her. But for now, the pain is almost inbearable. I have been trying to stay off the computer, as I just sit and cry. Thank you all who prayed for us. I really do appreciate it. Darlene and Raindrop

Darlene, I feel your pain...Over my lifetime, I've had lots of wonderful fur babies; they were all a blessing...However, some, and it's usually one, is etched, deeper in your soul...My last best friend, before the Yorkies, an English Mastiff, was one of those pups...I ached for her, 'till I never thought I could get another pup...A year and a half, later, I got Apple...She didn't replace Pebbles, but she filled the hole in my heart...I don't mean, at all, that it's time for a new pup, but you will know, when the time is right...I am so sorry, that you are so heart-broken, and I will continue to pray for your heart to heal...it will, it just takes time...
Blessings, Maggie