[Mom of 3]

I am here. I didn't mean to push everyone away. My heart is just broken, and I can't stand it. I don't know what to do. The love I have for her is so great. I have never loved that much. When I first got her, she was so little, that I slept with her on my chest. I could feel her heart beat, and she could feel mine. It was like we became one. As she got older, she slept beside me. I had her in my arms every night. I know in time, I will learn to accept it, and life will go on. I will never forget her. But for now, the pain is almost inbearable. I have been trying to stay off the computer, as I just sit and cry. Thank you all who prayed for us. I really do appreciate it. Darlene and Raindrop