[Bitsy]

I am so sorry. I missed your post that she called an hour before. Why did she call you I wonder...seems like kind of a cruel thing to do. I feel so bad for you. She put you in a situation where you couldn't do anything. Please don't blame yourself. Ikki would not have wanted that.

I like what someone suggested about maybe saving another dog in honor of your Ikki. You obviously have love to give...perhaps some little guy or girl is out there who you can help, and in return he or she can help heal your broken heart.

Hugs to you....I hope you can take comfort knowing people here are truly feeling for you.