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Originally Posted by megaluck  She called me, 1hour before taking him, i was in shock and speechless, asked if she was really sure and if there wasnt any other way, more specialized training, another vet opinion, anything...
She already had made her mind.
Im a wreck right now had too take the rest of the day off work.
Its a mix of emotions
Anger, grieve, frustration, sadness....
I feel part of the blame is mine.....
Could i educated the dog better while we were together? Did i truly did everything in my power to somehow avoid this ? Did i failed somewhere?
Our breakup was 100% peacfull and mutual but now im getting lots of hate towards her too.
Im in a hole right now |
Mega Luck,
If it is over, it is over. If there is nothing more you can do, then don't waste your time hating an unenlightened soul. She sounds ignorant, and so does the Vet. If you couldn't save IkkI, perhaps you could help another poor creature that needs help. Unfortunately, there is no shortage of these poor beings. It may help your grief if you could help another poor soul, either by adopting a rescue, helping financially, or volunteering at a shelter, preferably a no kill shelter in Ikki's honor. It might help by doing something positive to preserve life, and you would honor Ikki's memory in doing this. In any event, my heart goes out to you for caring and loving this adorable little creature. Take it one day at a time and seek out the company of those who would understand. Know that we here at Yorkie Talk know and understand your pain. We will be here for you, and send you light and love and healing.
Much love to you.