God I'm so sorry. I have tears rolling down my face and I know the pain you must be going through. I went through that with my cats a few years back. I lost two of them within 2 weeks. No your not selfish for wanting to keep her with you as long as she's not in pain. You have to think of her though. It's a heartbreaking situation I've lost many pets and I can tell you although it doesn't seem that way now, it does get easier in time. You'll always have them in your heart but the pain gets less and less.
Some people will adopt another pet some don't. I feel like when I adopt another that my pet in heaven sent it to me. This is up to you though. That's the only advice I can think of to give you. |