Hi and Welcome to YT.
I'm so very sorry for your loss of baby Sophy.
I had a Sophie too, and when her time came, I could hardly get out of bed in the mornings. No more cute little face in mine giving kisses and bugging me to get out of bed!
Then when I did get up, all I could do was cry. Everywhere I looked my heart kept expecting to see her, them my brain would kick in reminding me that she was no longer of this earth. This seemed to go on forever. For two years I couldn't remember smiling, or laughing. I was just getting through the days, sadly.
Finally I decided I needed to get another Yorkie. I didn't know what else to do. I was so miserable. Sophie would never want her Mommie feeling this bad!
Well, I got him, and I smiled... and it hurt! But felt great at the same time. I exist without Yorkies, I live with them! I will never be without one again! I just had so much love in my heart for her, that when she left, there was only pain and tears. My heart hurts now, 10 years later, just thinking about her.
But my new little man is keeping my lap warm... he doesn't know why his Mommie sits at the computer and cries alot. But he knows I'll be okay in a bit and we'll play a game and have some treats. And my little Sophie will stay in the little hole she carved out in my heart!
Hoping that your pain eases soon.... |