This week end was a hard one. When I got to the house in Va, all of Cabella's little things were laying around the house. As I walked thru the front door there was her little sweater laying on the hall table. As I went thru the kitchen to the den there was her favorite treats. In the den was her kennel with her favorite blanket..then as I went upstairs to my bathroom there was her little hairclips. But her memories are getting easier as I remember the good things. My son-in-law brought Tiffany up and as my husband and I were raking leaves, the guys started to bark at the people walking thru the neighborhood and I yelled Joey, Cabella be quite, my husband and I looked at each other as if to say......then in awhile, we were getting ready to go inside and he said Joey, Cabella let go inside and we both looked at each other again as if to say.... Time will heal and help us to just keep her memory alive with the good days.
Joey and Tiffany are doing pretty well. I let them outside in the field today without a lead, and Joey was running and playing alot with her. It was almost like he would do with Cabella. Last night we came back to the house in Tn and I put Tiff in the kennel in the bedroom but left Joey out so he could sleep with me. I don't want to change everything for the little guy at once. I feel baby steps might be the best for him. He was eating a little better this afternoon. And they are on the couch with me, playing, so hopefully they will get better and better. It is funny because when i talk to Joey I tell him Mommy loves you so very much and with Tiffany it's you are Mamaw's favorite little girl.... I am loving it. Tiff is a brown and white pom but looks like a papalion? I think is what they are called, anyways she is the cutest little thing..and I think I do see a little more spark in my little man tonight...I think this will work out.....Thank you guys again for being there....Sharon, Joey and Tiffany |